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London and Paris part 4: It was twenty years ago…


From the artist squat La Générale in Belleville

…that I went to Paris for the second time, but this time on my own with friends. Perhaps Paris isn’t as eternal as Rome, but it’s far more eternal than London. London must be the capital of fads and fashions and subcultures (last time I was reminded of this was when I saw the film This is England about skinheads in the early 1980s), while Paris is almost the opposite. It might import foreign subcultures like Anglo-American punk and hip-hop (and put its distinct mark on them), but all it can come up with by itself is bohemians, poets, artists and anarchists dating from the 19th century and a whole range of philosophical fads from the 20th. All with their distinct attire and ways of life, of course. And these historical types still somehow live on among almost all age-sets (perhaps not among the youngest, who seem mostly to be into hip-hop). So, we didn’t go to Paris to go to punk concerts and try to find squats. We went there to experience some of this eternal Paris (and of course we found it!) And if we had found the squats, that would have been strange and distinctly Parisian as well, as the most well-known squats in Paris are artist squats, and not the kind of art one finds in squats in Northern Europe, but real avant-garde plastic arts and poetry (slam, for instance) and that kind of stuff.
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I think this is reflected in the Parisian slam poetry as well. The slam scene is not one kind of subculture dominated by people of a certain age who are into a certain poetic style. Instead, all kinds of different people of different styles and ages mix. But this comment on the slam phenomenon is not the reason why I write blog post. Instead, I try to go back in time and explore my relationship to my two favourite cities, Paris and London. How do I see them? And what has shaped this understanding of them? This is not only reveries and reminiscences from my part, although it is that as well. It has also a scientific goal as I try to explore why I chose particular topics and projects.

(and it isn’t forty years since Sergeant Pepper, but forty years since The Beatles split…).

From the artist squat La Générale in Belleville

…that I went to Paris for the second time, but this time on my own with friends. Perhaps Paris isn’t as eternal as Rome, but it’s far more eternal than London. London must…

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Home office

Tomorrow is my first day in my “home office” (a Norwegicism for working from home). The little lion turns three months this week, and the progress he has made recently makes life with him far more joyous as well as a lot easier. His recent decision to refuse drinking from a bottle is on the other hand something we’ve not been too happy about as the day for sharing the parental leave has come closer. He’s a real slow-drinking glutton (who has grown 13 cm and 3 kilos in 11 weeks!), so how are we going to solve this? However, luckily, as part of the parental leave, I have the right to two hours of nursing time deducted from my 7 ½ hours working day, so I think we’ll work it through… And I’m so much looking forward to starting up again tomorrow!

Tomorrow is my first day in my “home office” (a Norwegicism for working from home). The little lion turns three months this week, and the progress he has made recently makes life with him far more joyous as well as…

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Cities part 3: It was twenty years ago…

…not today, but this spring, at least. The students were protesting in Tiananmen square, my favourite teacher was soon to give me a poem saying something like “when I was 18 I knew everything…” and I was going to Paris with three friends for three weeks. (And on the radio, they frequently reminded us that it was twenty years ago that Sergeant Pepper’s Lonely Heart Club Band was released. 1969 seemed like another world in 1989. I find it hard to believe that the same amount of time had passed between ‘69 and ’89, as between ‘89 and now. For kids today the same is of course the case: “Ha! You didn’t live in the 80ies!” my boy… eh husband was told when he lectured some kids in the library where he works some facts about that decade. For my son, born two days after the election of the first black American president, the1980ies will in an ancient millennium long time passed.)
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I had been to Paris for two days the year before with a language school. Four of us had been allowed to hang around by ourselves, because one of the Swedes had spent a couple of years in Paris with his parents when he was around 5. (His mother, an artist of some kind, actually made a children’s book about him going to an authoritarian and hierarchical French kinder garden.) We went to Jim Morrison’s grave at Père Lachaise, of course (it was 1988), and dined at something which must have been the old existentialist hangout at the left bank, La Coupole.

– Already here in my writing, thus also in my experiences from that city, the hallmark of my relationship with it is present. Paris has always been a bit different for me. I do different things there than I do in other place, because it is different. When I went to London with my mum when I was thirteen, I was crazy about Boy George and English decadent popculture with transvestites, post-punks, drugs, costumes and make-up and discos and parties I could never go to. I looked at the diversity of people in the streets of London with awe and… VÆÆÆ! Enough for today, obviously!

…not today, but this spring, at least. The students were protesting in Tiananmen square, my favourite teacher was soon to give me a poem saying something like “when I was 18 I knew everything…” and I was going to Paris…

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Cities: It was twenty years ago. Part 2

The roar is not really loud, it’s rather tiny, but with a high pitch. He learns and develops new sounds at the moment, the books say and we’ve certainly noticed that. On the brighter side; he’s also learning to laugh. I find that wonderful and such a good symbol of the human condition (as a product both of nature and society): the urge to laugh (and smile of course) is innate but babies has to learn to make the right sounds! So, now my son opens his mouth and tries to make the “h” sound…
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Well, yes, his roars and laughter is my concern at the moment. But there is of course plenty of time to think of updates for this blog, I could tell my friend who made jokes about it in the previous post. When I nurse or stroll the little lion in his pram there often isn’t much else do than letting the mind wander. And it often wanders familiar streets in Paris and goes through my experiences from the time I lived there. Certain of these streets, the “feel” of them and what they meant to me is one such possible update. I imagine myself walking certain routes – along the canal, to the bakery, down the boulevard… – Another is my relationship to Paris throughout the years. What has this city meant to me?

I started thinking of that as a possible blog post long time ago, when I heard a letter from the correspondent from the Norwegian Broadcasting Corporation stationed in Berlin. He had gone there on inter rail in his early twenties, in 1989 when the wall fell and he’s letter talked about how the city appeared to him at that time and how it had changed (the notes I made are in my office, where I haven’t set foot since early November). In 1989 we went to Berlin by train, too. When the wall was torn down some months afterwards, I felt a personal victory after what I saw of the East German border police with their eager examination of the train compartments and the passengers. But Berlin hardly made an impression on me compared to the three weeks we spent in Paris. At the time I found it curious that my Dad let me go and stay there in an hotel with four friends while there was no way he would let me go to the Roskilde festival before I was 18. When my son is 17, I would say the same thing. Drinking and smoking is part and parcel of the Roskilde festival, there’s hardly a way to escape it, while we hardly tasted a drop of alcohol t in Paris. Why should we? Just being there was an adventure in itself. In fact, just hanging around at the lawn at Les Halles and at Place Beaubourg outside Centre Pompidou all the time was enough for us. I think perhaps we went to Père Lachaise to see Jim Morrison and Oscar Wilde’s graves once and we made a couple of more excursions, but most of the time we spent less than 10 minutes away from the hotel. And there we watched people and even made some friends.

The funny thing is, that we, just by chance, stumbled upon the cool place to be in Paris at the time, I learnt from one of my slammer-friends. He told me he used to go to Place Beaubourg at the same time to try to chat up young models and actresses, as far as I remember. The friends we made in Paris, was the kind one meets when one travels and which one remembers the rest of one’s life even though one only spends a week or even just a day together. “That trip to Paris is 20 years ago in 2009” my friend told me on new years eve when I told her about the blog updates I was thinking about. The following parts of this post will be about what that and other trips to Paris has meant to me and how they have shaped my understanding of the city and France. This part, however, I would like to finish with a personal thought on time and life. I think I resigned and thought that I could as well settle down with a family when I – to my big surprise – realised things like it’s 20 years ago since I considered myself at the height of my youth. Then it’s time to do something completely different, like marvel at the wonders of nature that make humans with an innate urge to smile and laugh long before they are three months old!

The roar is not really loud, it’s rather tiny, but with a high pitch. He learns and develops new sounds at the moment, the books say and we’ve certainly noticed that. On the brighter side; he’s also learning to laugh.…

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…It was twenty years ago: Cities. Part 1

A friend who checks my blog on a regular basis and know me well in “real time” commented jokingly that “style, voice and perspective” wasn’t really what concerned me at the moment, so, where’s the update? Numerous updates spin around in my head daily when I, hours on end, feel like I do nothing, but, when I in fact do nothing less than providing the total nourishment for keeping another human being alive. I try to see it that way, that I actually do something very important with long lasting effects and which in the big scheme of things doesn’t take that much time… But it’s hard to change outlook entirely and over-night from one aloof and intellectual to one almost entirely concerned with biological and material necessities. Naïvely, before the little creature arrived, I imagined I would have at least a couple of hours a day for doing other things. But unfortunately we happened to call him Leo and indeed he eats like a lion. …well, duty calls with a loud roar. That’s it for today. I didn’t even get to the point of telling what happened twenty years ago and what that has to do with cities and why this is of concern for this blog.

I’m curious to see how many parts it will take me to get me to finish this post or even get to the point. Well, that’s life at the moment.

A friend who checks my blog on a regular basis and know me well in “real time” commented jokingly that “style, voice and perspective” wasn’t really what concerned me at the moment, so, where’s the update? Numerous updates spin around…

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